From the beginning, I liked you — not just because of how you looked or talked, but because of how you treated me. There was something so real and genuine about the way you carried yourself. Even before we knew each other, you were kind to me without hesitation. That meant more to me than I can explain. It wasn't forced or fake — it felt natural, like your heart just knew how to care for someone even without a reason. That kind of warmth is rare, and it drew me in instantly.
No matter how I acted, you never judged me or made me feel less than. Whether I was distant, quiet, awkward, or unsure, you responded with patience and kindness. I didn't know I needed that until you gave it so freely. I started to feel like I could trust you, really trust you. No matter what, you'd be there — not because you had to, but because you wanted to. And in a world where people come and go so easily, that meant everything.
You made me feel happy without even trying. Being around you — hearing your voice, seeing your smile, getting a random message — could turn my day around. Every little thing you did felt like a reminder that I mattered. I cherished the smallest moments, like sitting beside you, talking about nothing, or laughing over something silly. Those moments became my favorite part of the day. They still are.
You feel like someone I've been hoping for my whole life — someone who just gets it, who gets me. And now we're together, and I still can't believe it sometimes. I wake up knowing I have you in my life, which I never want to take for granted. It makes me smile just thinking about all the memories we've made and all the ones still ahead. You being in my life makes everything brighter.
And I especially love your heart — your personality is one of a kind. Even though you're still figuring things out with someone like me, someone who identifies as ace, you've been thoughtful and understanding. You didn't just say you cared — you showed it. You never made me feel too complicated or complex to love. Instead, you made me feel seen, respected and appreciated. That's rare, and it's why I love you even more. Thank you for being exactly who you are.
I’m writing this because I want you to know, without a single doubt, how much I love you. I love you for who you are completely, honestly, and endlessly. You mean so much to me. You’re so kind, so gentle with my heart, and every day you’re slowly becoming the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. Hun, you’ve been here for me even when I’ve been grumpy, quiet, sad, or distant. You still check in, you still listen, you still try. That means everything to me.
Thank you for all the little things you do that you never had to do. Thank you for showing up when I least expect it, for staying when I feel messy, for making me laugh when I’m stuck in my head. Thank you for doing the things I ask even when they’re small or silly because you know they help. You always try your best for me, and I notice. I feel so cared for by you, like you’re meh caretaker, and it makes me feel safe in a way I didn’t know I needed.
I know I can be guarded sometimes, but I’m trying to open up more to you, to let you see all the parts of me, not just the easy ones. You’ve shown me patience and softness, and I want to meet you there with the same warmth. I want to be someone you can lean on too someone who listens to your worries, celebrates your wins, and holds space for your heart the way you hold space for mine.
I love the way you support me, the way you look out for me, the way you make even ordinary moments feel special. Whether we’re sharing a quiet call, sending each other little messages, or just being there without needing to say much, I feel close to you. I want more of that more memories, more laughter, more comfort, more us.
So, here it is, plain and simple: I love you, Astra. I love how you care. I love how you try. I love the way you make me feel seen. I love that you’re you. I choose you today, tomorrow, and all the days after that. I'll keep learning how to open up, to trust, to be brave with my heart. Thank you for meeting me where I am and walking forward with me. I love you, Astra, forever and ever. ^^
Ohhh welp, you already know why I'm making this, heh. It's because I love you so damn much, and I wanted to show it with words for once instead of just with my dick, heh. People probably assume that's all I'm about, and I know sometimes it can feel that way, You're not just somebody I'm using you're someone I care about, someone I don't wanna lose, and I needed to put that into words for you.
I love the way you accept me or at least try to, even with all my flaws and the fact that I'm not the easiest person to deal with. That alone means so much. I've never really known what my "type" was, and I've never cared enough to figure it out, but then you came along. And suddenly it just clicked. you weren't just "kinda my type," you were just you. And that turned out to be precisely what I didn't even know I wanted. You're perfect to me in your way, and nothing could change that.
And yeah, I joke about it about how you let me do whatever with you and how that's the cherry on top :3 and while that's true, it's not the whole story. The real reason I love you runs so much deeper. You're kind. You're caring. even though we haven't known each other for years and years, you've already made such a significant impact on me. You've become someone I think about constantly, someone I need in my life. And I don't say that lightly. You matter to me in a way that I can't just brush off or ignore. You've become too important. Losing you isn't even an option in my head, because I honestly don't think I could just let go.
I love how you make me feel comfortable enough to be myself. You accept the whole mix of me even the parts of me that are just really horny and want to fuck heh, and that's rare that's something most people don't give. It makes me feel like I can breathe around you.
I love the little things, too. The way you say certain things, the way you react, the way you show me pieces of yourself every little bit of you feels special, and every little bit is something I treasure. It's not just about what you let me do or the fun side of things it's about who you are, and the fact that you're you. You mean so much more to me than I think you realize. I don't just want you in my life because of the good times; I want you in my life because you are the good part of my life. You're the part I don't wanna trade, the part I don't wanna risk losing, the part that feels like home even when everything else doesn't. You're the one person I don't wanna imagine being without.
So yeah sorry for meh being mushy liek dis for a bit, but I don't care. You deserve to know. I love you. Not just for what you let me do, not just for how fun and exciting things are with you, but for you as a person. For the way you've already made yourself irreplaceable in my heart. For the way you've shown me what it's like to care deeply for someone and not wanna let go.
You're mine. I'm yours. And no matter how messy I get or how dumb I act, I'll never stop loving you. That's a promise I don't plan on breaking.